June 2010
May 2010
I miss holding you at night, how your fingers would intertwine into mines, so I couldn’t let go unless you did first.
I miss waking up next to you, face to face. I’d watch you slowly open your eyes and look at me. I love how you would close them back right after, and just move closer to me. I would smile, and even though your eyes were closed, you’d smile right after.
I miss laying down together, how I would be behind you. I’d just place my face flat onto your neck, and smell how sweet your hair would be.
I miss it when you would just jump on top of me, your chin on my shoulder while squeezing me so tight around my neck. I would melt everytime you mumbled the words “I love you” into my ear.
I miss watching you do your hair, putting on your make up, and picking out your clothes. You’d take so long and I would ask you why, you always replied “So I can look my best for you.” I would smirk, then you would lean in to kiss me on my nose.
I miss trying to fall asleep, when you would be in bed with me because most of the time we couldn’t. You’d ask if I was still awake while looking straight up at me, and I swear, those brown eyes of yours were glistening.
I miss how I would wake up in the middle of the night because I’d feel something touching my leg. It was yours, and when you’d see my face wondering why, you’d tell me you just wanted to make sure “I was still next to you.”
I miss how the morning light would shine through the window on top of your bed. You’d take the blanket and shield yourself from it. I adored that face of yours that you made when I would have to lift up the blanket up to shield myself too, because the light would hit your face for a second, making you scrunch your face together. I loved it.
Now I hold nobody, I sleep alone, and everytime I would wake up to the light showing through the cracks of my window, I’d see that adorable face of yours. I miss it, I really do.
glee is my new obession!
Hey there Delilah what’s it like in New York City
I’m a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty, yes you do
Times Square can’t shine as bright as you, I swear it’s true
Hey there Delilah don’t you worry about the distance
I’m right there if you get lonely give this song another listen
Close your eyes, listen to my voice it’s my disguise
I’m by your side
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
What you do to me
Hey there Delilah, I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl, someday I’ll pay the bills with this guitar
We’ll have it good, we’ll have the life we knew we would
My word is good
Hey there Delilah, I’ve got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away, I’d write it all
Even more in love with me you’d fall, we’d have it all
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they’ve got planes and trains and cars
I’d walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
And we’ll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time that we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you’re to blame
Hey there Delilah
You be good and don’t you miss me
Two more years and you’ll be done with school
And I’ll be making history like I do
You’ll know it’s all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here’s to you
This one’s for you
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
What you do to me
(idk why but i am re-obessing over this song)
I’m going to the San Jose earthquake soccer game! my mom knows some guy on the team and he got us free tickets! I’m so excited! the only thing I’m not looking forward to is the coldness!! I’m bringing 2 sweat shirts!! the last game i went to, i went w/ azadeh and we painted my little brothers face half white half blue and he looked so cool! and the people sitting next to us were so into the game!! they let there little kid cuss up a storm!! it was crazy nonsense!! but anyway… tonight will be fun!
i got my mom an ipod! i hope she likes it! i payed good $money$ for it… she better love it more then she loves me!!!